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New, well something like that...

24 hours to greatness! thats my new quote I live by now well not really. I heard it and I wanted to write it somewhere, so I choose this blog. Smart huh?

Well there isn't really I wanted to write about. I just thought I would write a little something since I haven't gave my readers much in a while. With that said,I'm on that '09 ish! I just got a new fresh sense of real music. The class of '09 is going to be crazy! DopEtastic even...


-Wayne P.
"My Home Is In My Head"

Later for that!!

Dear Self!

Dear Self, What happen to you man! Your not the same person you were before and the old you is missed. Why? Why are you so different self? I don't see the heart or determination you once had! Why? How come you can't come back self? What's wrong!! Self you need to return to us so we can live our life. Get out your little world and stop this lazyness... Self I don't see the same flame burning in your eyes anymore.. It's not me I see when I look in the mirror it's you!! Talking to you is so useless because you don't listen..Why won't you listen to me!! I'm here to help but you don't understand that! Sorry I have to talk to you in this matter but you need to get your stuff together! Well I'll pray for you and hope it's not to late... Self let me know when you want to come back and stop with the fake!!

"Your favorite producer's favorite producer"

All this Dilla!!!

Music is what I know, learn, and think about and recently it's been getting boring until I got put on J Dilla. It all started when I asked Keith for this J Dilla CD but knowing Keith he said "No" so I decided to steal it like a straight up 'G'. Later that night I put the stolen CD in my car stereo and was amazed once that first track came on with Busta Rhymes.

This Experience has rejuvenated my ears and turned my whole world upside down. I fell in love with Hip Hop all over again after I had my ears filled with the late great J Dilla. The beats were nothing like what I had heard before. The Way this man puts sounds together is like no other. From the samples to the hooks in the production; this man's music is remarkable!!

J Dilla!! J Dilla!! J Dilla!!

I can't say it enough! This man has officially taken my mind to a place where I never thought music could. It's like a High I can't explain but once you get a taste of Dilla you'll know that your musical experience won't ever be the same.

Unfortunately I just started to listen to Dilla so I know I missed a lot, but now that I found this creative genius I can't stop downloading anything with the name J Dilla! He may no longer be with us in physical form, but his legacy lives on through his music. If you don't know about this man, you need to start your research and update your ears on J Dilla.

Big Thanks to Keith for leaving the room and giving me the opportunity to steal the CD. Updating my ears on Dilla because not only is J Dilla an influence on Keith but also upon me. His Music gave me a new respect for Neo Soul. (Real Music not this Radio trash)

Here are just a few songs I recommend to my readers from J Dilla!

-J Dilla - Mash

-J Dilla - love

-Busta Rhymes - It Ain't Safe No More, What Up, Turn Me Up Some

-Slum Village - Hoes, Let's, One

-J Dilla - Workinonit

-Time: The Donut Of The Heart

-Busta Rhymes - It's a Party (Ummah Remix)

-De La Soul - Stakes Is High

-J Dilla - We F'ed up!

-Kieth Murray - The Rhyme (Remix), Dangerous Ground

-Daft Punk - Aerodynamic (Slum Village Remix)

"I wish I had a paintbrush so I can paint what's going through my mind"

Sitting in a dark room while music fills my ears and thoughts run rapidly in my head. Thoughts that have changed my whole sense of direction. There is so much on my mind that it's hard to focus on the main objective, which is... I don't even know what is the main objective anymore. Oh well, it will come back I hope but I won't count on it.


To be Continued...

Blank is how I feel

Tonight is one of those nights were I'm not sure what to do.. It feels like my insides are empty with emotions and my mind is clear of any thought. Maybe there is something missing but I'm not sure what it is. A walk might help me get everything together but walking down the dark streets of Columbus isn't a bright idea. Perhaps in a few minutes all the emotions and thoughts will return to my body when their ready. Sigh! I hope it's fast because I hate feeling like this, but only if there was someone out there that can help me. This here is something personal and I don't think I can reverse this feeling.

Well not yet anyways!!

Guess Who I'm Talking About?

She gets on my fuckin last nerve. All she does is sit there and do nothing then complains. What the fuck, why can't you help yourself. I have an idea, why don't you get up and do something instead of sitting there helpless. I'm sick of this ish and I need to get away from this lazy ass person. Hearing her voice brings pain to my ears. I just hope that once I'm out she doesn't ask me for nothing but I'm pretty sure she will. No matter what I'm trapped in this deep hole that I can't escape. I try and try but that doesn't matter to her so fuck it I'm done with the b.s.